Cos i refuse to lose you, i don't want to lose you, i can't afford to lose you

i jumped back into my past today and read my old, private entires. haha the above was quoted from one of the posts. its nice to see that im alr over you and now having to lose you or losing you won't really mean a thing, its good.

anw its been a lazy day and i had an early night last night, around 3am haha. watched chinese tall story again and omg its so retarded please. lazed around as usual and played stress! had fun irritating misslongeyelashes cos she hated it so much haha then i was so absorbed in my harrypotter this morning and omg my dad found the sixth book! but the fifth one's still gone rar. so i need to go purchase it, maybe someone who is so in love with saving money and wanted to take bus instead of cab today can buy it for me :D yeah im openly hinting.

i did up my calender of events alr yayyyzxz. im having lunch with nenessa, mw, and perhaps joeyee today and dinner with dearest twin! and tmrw is halloween party and victoria's birthday celebration (i need to call wq soon lol) monday monday!!!!!!!!!! china girls are coming back back backkkk. i can't imganine life without their love and even forever don't seem like loneliness cos everytime i breathe i take them in and my heart beats again, baby i can't help it, you keep me drowning in your loveeee haha whatever backstreet boys. aye bored la shall go wash up soon i need to text my nenessa that mw is coming lolzxz.

life's been good with people saying insensitive stuff and making up to me unknowingly haha okay well 2 more days :D

You'll never know, never.
Cos you broke the trust I had in you,
only you.

aiyo repeated emoness, that was quoted too btw. haha
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